So, I haven’t spoken much about my currant situation. I will get to it and explain in more detail but right now, its all about today.
On my quest to hook up post relationship break up, i found myself talking to a guy who i would later called Master. He very quickly exerted his dominance over me with a simple “good girl”. We would text each other everyday and he would be quick to correct me if i didn’t call him “Master” and send me instructions to please him. I got too cocky one day and he didn’t talk to me for 5 days, it was excruciating and i felt lost, rejected yet hungry for more.
He pulled me back in with a simple message saying
“Does slave understand the rules yet? Trying to grab masters attention results in punishment”.
If i had the strength i would of made him wait for my response, but my pussy was already reacting and i responded with “I understand” within 30 minutes of his message.
It was all moving forward and we arranged to meet.
He never arrived.
I forced myself to sleep so I didn’t have to deal with how i was feeling. When I woke, i still had no explanation and my messages had gone unread. I felt truly dejected, so much so that the feeling of rejection sent tears streaming down my cheeks.
Today marks a week of no response and i felt a moment of weakness today and asked him for an explanation, his reaction was to block me.
I am called Seven because of him.
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Diary of seven 
I am sorry that you were treated so badly by this man. I love the anticipation and the ‘mind fuck’ aspect of D/s but I think that you have to have trust that the other person has your wellbeing at heart and it sounds like he was just playing the game, rather than being the caring Dominant that you are looking for. Hopefully you will find someone genuine soon 😊
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I understand that all Dom’s in various ways are sadists, but i really get the feeling he was of a different level…upon reflection i feel like i have made a lucky escape! The search continues…
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Always make sure the person that is worthy of your submission is kind and compassionate and accepting. He / she has to earn that right, and you have control over that in the long run.
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